It's been a long time since I've made any sort of purchase for the purpose of collecting, I found these at a really nice price at a thrift store, shows I've never seen but have been meaning too.
I get tired of "eventually", I want to just engage. I watched R.O.D and read all of the manga for alien nine. I really liked that one! It made me feel pretty odd, in a good way. I haven't felt something like that in awhile. Having things to actually own and play feels so nice... I don't know why I ever stopped collecting. I sold a big chunk of my collection, I felt like it wasn't worth anything and I needed to grow up. I was really sad for awhile, nothing was as enjoyable as it used to be for so long but suddenly it's really not like that anymore ... I feel calm about it, it feels like me.
I started playing Disgaea and FF Tactics! Ive been trying to play those for 7 years!!!!!!
When you have passions the world isn't so bad. it's comforting.... It's not so lonely when you have it. I love lots of things!
I don't want to not be me anymore...
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